Thursday, March 25, 2010

I think I know who I want to spend the rest of my life with.

He is a man I used to date many years ago and I found him on Myspace. He responded enthusiastically to my note and we have written back and forth a bit but I am not sure if he wants me back or not. He wrote he doesn't know where we go from here and he loves me being back in his life. He said he doesn't know what to do and for me to help him. I write him and tell him about my day, my life and I have written him poems, pleas for his love. I don't know how to help him. I wonder who if anyone will read this. If you do read this please leave me a note. Thanks. This is my first blog. I think I like it. I can pretend I am Carrie Bradshaw.
If Only By Sara Leanne Allred written for Joel
if only i could show you
if i could let you know
id not be like the others
id never let you go
if i could tell you something
if i could make you see
i know it could be better
than in our wildest dreams
id never leave you lonely
id never break your heart
if i could only tell you
in words you wont forget
that i will always hold you
close inside my heart
if i could only show you
whats deep inside of me
the only thing i want to do
is hope that you believe


  1. Damn - i thought it was
    sweet poem too


  2. Really sweet Sara, how did you do this page so pretty with pink?